Revelation 12 Woman
The Message
Bible Prophecy Fulfilled
As I write this, many are clamoring about September 23, 2017 and the star alignment fulfilling Revelation 12. Most scholars believe Revelation 12 to be about Israel, others say it's about the Church, and I'd rather people go on pursuing those ideas, but I can't sleep for God's compelling to write.
Am I the Revelation 12 woman? I don't have all the answers, I won't pretend to, but there have been SO MANY things in my life lining up with Revelation 12. There have been events, some supernatural, like halos over my head at specific times that clearly indicate the Holy Spirit's involvement. Some I have no proof of, others I do. Much is documented over the last 40 years, like the God given fruit of BlessedCause, when He led me to take on the public school textbooks blatantly leading our children to Islam. CEOs were fired, Houghton Mifflin (textbook company) sold for (I think it was) $920 million less than it had sold for 2 years before, after God gave me media attention about what was in the textbook. After the fall of Houghton Mifflin, textbook companies were asking conservatives what they wanted in the textbooks. I know because I read the outraged liberal articles about it. Finally, Texas put together a panel to decide, and I heard quotes from my website in their discussions. Could a single child care provider have accomplished all this? No, it was God. And it is God who gained inexplainable attention to His message about the only sign given to an evil generation being the Sign of Jonah, three days and three nights in the belly of the whale and how those three days and three nights line up exactly as Jesus entered three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.
God led me in so many ways and has blessed the efforts because it was His calling. And just as Bible scholars would expect, persecution comes with it. We were linked to by the IAEA as well as qal3ah.org, one of the biggest known terrorist sites connected to bin Laden, now removed. There was a price on my head through the internet, even so serious that the NewYork Attorney's General got involved. I had to do everything I could to go undercover in my articles and in life. When I wrote about protecting our children in public schools from the gay movement, Proposition 8 and gay marriage was in full swing. LGBT sites were posting maps to supporters of Prop 8 and violence exploded. The news covered scenes of little old ladies getting beat up in crowds, the left media spun it as their fault for Christian beliefs. There is evidence of a leader of the California Democrat party being part of an effort to set me up as a main cause of the Gov.Davis recall while simulatneously my computer was hacked and sending viruses to Houghton Mifflin just days before the vote. If I had not noticed and followed up on a strange "mailerdaemon" and contacted the FBI with concern, I think I would have been a pawn used to protect Davis, myself accused of an internet crime days before the election as the leader of the movement. This is just one of many unbelievable events in my life, and I've been "in hiding" to protect my then young children and myself, long before I ever dreamed it could be fulfillment of Scriptures.
But anything about my life is trivial to what really matters, which is JESUS CHRIST and what He accomplished for us, making a way for us to approach our Heavenly Father, Son and Holy Spirit, to be indwelled by Him, led by Him, becoming a part of the blessed Vine.
When Jesus Christ read in the synagogue on the Sabbath in Nazareth, He opened the book of the prophet Isaiah and found where it was written:
“The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, because He has anointed Me to preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed; to proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.”
Then He closed the book, and gave it back to the attendant and sat down. See full context.
Jesus came the first time to fulfill what Isaiah wrote, but He stopped before the next line, because it was not yet that time. The next line of Isaiah reads:
And the day of vengeance of our God; (Isaiah 61:2) See full context.
That day is coming. And it is imperative that anyone in this generation that has walked away from Christ, reconsider. All that matters in this life is that you know His Son and can then be presented holy and redeemed, reconciled to the Father. It's why Christ came and suffered and counted it as joy. It's because He saw YOUR face through time, He is personal, He counts you as a treasure. There is a Christian message that it is all about Him, and it is; but don't forget that throgh His eyes, it's all about YOU. He created you, He breathed life into you, He calls you, He came for you, when you hurt, He is with you; His care for you is incomprehensible because we don't understand the glory and magnitude of God. And He is eternal. He knows the enormity of eternity and He suffers the loss of those choosing not to be there. We are so finite and not one of us seems able to grasp how huge the decision is to be His.
That is the message of the Revelation 12 woman. How can it be anything else? What does she matter except to point at Jesus Christ as the Way, the Truth and the Life? When I think of these things, the rest seems so trivial, not worthy of mention. And yet, by everything I hear in the words of my pastor, we are to be bold and to say what He calls us to say. But again I say, my story is as nothing. What matters is Jesus Christ and where you are with Him. Try to imagine what eternity is and how great the loss is to God to not have you there. If you can get even the smallest glimpse of how huge eternity is, you will get a glimpse of a fraction of the importance of yourself to God. God is all important, yes! But don't forget yourself in the equation in His eyes!
John wrote in Revelation 12:
“And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars. And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered.”
I can't tell you what it all means, I can only tell you what I saw and know, and how it was confirmed. I don’t see how it changes things, but we are to be servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God. (1 Cor 4:1) To the born-again Christians, my story is meant to encourage you, strengthen you and equip you for what is coming. I don’t claim to know everything, and I don’t understand why the Revelation 12 woman seems to get left behind during the rapture? It concerns me, but all I know is to trust God and pray, “Thy will be done,” because when I do that, the peace of God is with me.
I'm not saying Jesus is coming tomorrow for no one knows the day or hour except the Father (Matthew 24:36). But if you have been misled by our public schools into believing this nonsense that all faiths are equal, that there are many ways to God, then you believe Christ didn’t need to suffer on the cross, die and rise again for our sins, which would be a lie straight from the enemy. Christ suffered, died and rose again in three days and three nights, just as Scriptures show us, and it fits. Jesus went through it because there is no other way to be reconciled to God. It is not intolerance, it is the mercy of God! Christ came for you.
This is who I am, not a paragon of purity, I am just like everyone else. I don’t want to go out on a limb, but God has laid it on my heart to write this after years of waiting. I have experienced events that line up with the Revelation 12 woman, and miraculous things have happened that support it. Scriptures never describe the Revelation 12 woman as perfect, pure or holy and neither am I, except in Christ. At best, I am a representative of this generation that has been led into such degradation, and the great sign isn't about myself or a woman, it's all about Christ and what He has done and will do. It's about preparing the saints to STAND. It's about His mercy poured out for any of us that will receive Him. He is the Good Shepherd that laid down His life and picked it up again. For those who will receive it, He redeemed us, He cleanses us of all unrighteousness and gives us a robe of righteousness and a ring of authority though none of us deserve it, but because of His great mercy, grace and agape love. All glory and power to the Lord most high! God came down in the flesh and paid a debt we could not pay. Be ready. Be alert.
What is written on this website is undeniable for me, because when the LORD goes to such extremes, it doesn’t matter what the cost is, or how mocked I am, or how dangerous it is. I don’t accept donations, I’d rather stay hidden. But the importance of the truth will not be denied. Not by someone like me, whom the LORD has rescued, mostly from my own horrid choices, but also from unexpected evil. Satan himself has been very angry for a very long time.
God needs no one to lie for Him, and if I did, that would be an abomination. I only know what I know and cannot pretend to know more. In that I am like Sarai, later called Sarah, Abraham’s wife. God told Abraham that he would have descendants, (Genesis 15:4-5) and Sarah, believing it was no longer possible for her to bear children, thought she must be in the way of God’s promise and offered her servant Hagar in her stead. (Genesis 16:1-3) Sarah didn’t know what she was doing. Neither do I. But God has been my Shield all my life, and every time I resist going public with what I have seen and know, I remember.
You know Him as God, and He is Eloheim, El Shaddai, Yeshua, Adonai. The Great “I AM,” Holy of Holies, Shekinah glory, Who Is, Who Was and Who Will Always Be, the Alpha and the Omega, Creator of all Life, your Creator, we are created for His good purpose, to live and love in His light and glory He calls you even through the darkness of these times, for the world has become saturated in lies and death and wicked webs of the evil one, and yet He comes again. Jesus also said that no sign would be given an evil and adulterous generation except the sign of Jonah:
“But He answered and said to them, “An evil and adulterous generation seeks after a sign,
and no sign will be given to it except the sign of the prophet Jonah.” (Matthew 12:39, Luke 11:29)
When challenged by a group of atheists, they demanded to know how Jesus could have been in the tomb “for three days and three nights” starting on Friday and ending on Sunday. God gave me a message for them, remaining in His Word. The only sign given to them remained the sign of Jonah, and I showed them how, in fact, it was three days and three nights. They didn’t understand it because they didn’t read the Scriptures, but it’s right in front of them and all of us. See The Sign of Jonah. For that, some of them wanted to know more, but most of them were enraged, talked of how they would torture me before killing me and put a price on my head. For this reason and others, I have been hiding my location for a long time. And today, as I finally post this website, I feel more like Jonah, because God compels me, and I’d like to run to Tarshish myself. But God has been my Shield for so long, His Holy Spirit has comforted me so many times, He has put signs in the sky over me and He has dramatically saved my life. I look back and realize that I don’t know anyone who has been attacked as many times as I have, yet faithfully protected by Him. So many things fit the Scriptures.
And now there is a sign for this generation of saints (all born-again believers), a generation as Jesus describes:
And Jesus answered and said to them: “Take heed that no one deceives you. For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will deceive many. And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for all must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of sorrows.
"Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake. And then many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another. Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive many. And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. But he who endures to the end shall be saved. And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.” (Matthew 24)
God sends His messengers and warnings because God is for you, He is not against you. This generation has been steeped in lies, a cesspool of degradation with shouts of accusations at God Himself, falsely blaming Him for the evil of men following the wicked one into darkness and grave peril. I am nothing but a woman with a message and a calling for this generation, the “great sign” points only at the glory of God and His astonishing mercy, piercing the darkness with His glorious Light, equipping and encouraging the saints/all born-again believers. There is nothing more important than His calling and as a woman travailing, I beg that you hear Him. My sorrow began some time ago, but it compounded for our sweet children in public schools, where they were taught to know other gods, and then they were told these gods were as valid as the God of Abraham, rolling them all into one and then dismissing all for the "theories" of evolution, for which there is no evidence as even Darwin said there would be long before now. But the evidence of God surrounds you, listen!
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God….and the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth.” (John 1:1,14)
But we have sinned in His sight. We have worshipped other gods and claimed ourselves as gods. And now they are not content to oppress us but attributing the strength of their hands to the power of their idols, they endeavor to change God’s promises and destroy His inheritance, and shut the mouths of those that praise Him, and extinguish His glory to magnify the carnal.
“The life was manifested, and we have seen, and bear witness, and declare to you, that you also may have fellowship with us; and truly our fellowship is with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ. And these things we write to you that your joy may be full.”
(John 1:2-4)
In these dark days of such hatred and death and desolation, know and listen for His calling for surely He calls for you, no matter what you have done or where you have been. I believe that the sign of the Revelation 12 woman displays God's mercy and grace, that God would take a woman of this generation, one who has lived and breathed this depraved culture, and lavished His mercy and grace upon her, that she would be washed clean and free of the chains and bondage so common in our times. He calls to you to come out of the shadows and darkness and receive His Son, Jesus Christ, that you too can be freed from bondage and receive such mercy and grace, to be cleansed and clothed with robes of righteousness and rejoice in His unbounding love and affection beyond comprehension.
“Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and on her head a garland/crown of twelve stars. And she being with child, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered."
And another sign appeared in heaven: behold, a great, fiery red dragon having seven heads and ten horns, and seven diadems on his heads. His tail drew a third of the stars of heaven and threw them to the earth. And the dragon stood before the woman who was ready to give birth, to devour her Child as soon as it was born. She bore a male Child who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron. And her Child was caught up to God and His throne. Then the woman fled into the wilderness, where she has a place prepared by God, that they should feed her there one thousand two hundred and sixty days.” (Revelation 12:1-6)
“Clothed with the sun, the moon under her feet, and on her head a garland/crown of twelve stars.
And she being with child, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered.”
I knew something miraculous happened in 1985, but I thought it only affected me personally and never dreamed it had anything to do with Revelation 12. The Apostle John only wrote part of it. Ten years after the experience, God led me to write about it and submit it for a local newspaper in Mammoth Lakes, CA. I struggled with His direction because it meant publishing something very private and if I was right, it included a description of my sins of my past being so thick and so many that it darkened the sky. All of my friends in that small town would most likely think I’d lost my mind, and like Moses I said, “What if they don’t believe me?” (Exodus 4:1). But God was impressing me to publish it so strongly. So I did, survived the reactions, and lived on. I didn’t know or care why I had to do it, God has His purposes, but I see now it was documenting what had happened, and that later events that God saved me from, (like a man attempting to murder me by blows to my head with an axe in 2015), hadn’t caused me to be delusional. I have no pictures of what I saw in 1985, but I do have pictures of a similar “garland/crown” over my head on May 22, 2011, on the very morning He so strongly compelled me to publish that story again except this time with the inclusion of being a fulfillment of prophecy. I know how it sounds, I wouldn’t believe you either, if you wrote something like this. It took every ounce of courage I had to come forward with it. But God had gone to such an extreme when He sent another circle over my head on that very morning that I felt torn apart to tears. I almost fell over when I came out of the church door and lingered at the top of the steps, because everyone in front of me were nudging each other excitedly and pointing up over my head, over the whole church. I walked down the steps, turned around and looked up. There was a beautiful distinct halo over me again, much like the one in 1985, the one I was struggling so hard not to publish about. It gave me the courage and confirmation that I needed. I rushed to send the article to my publisher. The picture of that second halo is the background of this website.
How I struggled with my pride. I was a political writer at the time. Who would make such a claim? I was sure my publisher wouldn’t publish it, but he did, and I shuddered at the thought of the media making a laughing stock out of me, of my family being humiliated to be related to me, and of demonically influenced nutcases going after my sons. This isn’t far-fetched as I’d already had such encounters and credible threats because of my Christian-political beliefs and articles.
Fortunately, God wasn’t asking me to walk through that, at least not yet. I wasn’t known well enough for the main stream media to care, or they didn’t want to bring attention to a website where I verifiably know and love Muslims and homosexuals while opposing the indoctrination of Islam and homosexuality being forced on our kids in California’s public schools, with facts to back up what has been happening in public schools and who was responsible.
But all of my years and hundreds of pages battling over those issues, and the webstats that showed massive hits even from Arab countries and the IAEA (the United Nations nuclear watchdog) linking to my site, all of it is part of my travailing being heard all around the world over our children, though I didn’t know it at the time.
So when I tried to argue with God and deny "travailing," my argument didn't last long. Especially when I remembered my first experience with speaking in tongues and some other unique and shattering experiences.
To read the details of speaking in tongues, click here.
Documented events in my life that have lined up with Revelation 12
On a hot day in San Jose, I was poolside and "clothed in the sun." You have been too if you ever "bathed in the sun." How else would a modest Biblical man describe a person with barely anything on, gleaming with oil reflecting the sun? Then a distinct OVAL-shaped halo appeared and stretched out over the sky. I mentioned it to the girl laying next to me and we wondered if scientists were "freaking out somewhere," it was so distinct and amazing. I tried to go back to reading a booklet about Jesus but I couldn’t stop staring at the halo, it seemed to be calling to me. I kept thinking, "What? WHAT?" and then I felt drawn to the reflecting lights dancing on the water just past my feet. I had to jump in.
I fought it. My mind was on completely worldly things except for reading this booklet about Christ, a booklet I picked up that day without knowing why. But the calling was irresistible and I finally jumped in, feet first and annoyed. It was in that split second, that moment in air with the halo over my head, the dancing lights at my feet --for what is the moon but a compelling attracting reflection of the light of the sun? Strong's definition is "from selas (brilliancy, probably akin to the alternate of αἱρέω (G138), through the idea of attractiveness) Vines expository dictionary: "Moon" from selas, "brightness" (the Hebrew words are yareach, "wandering." and lebanah, "white.") The lights at my feet were reflecting the sun with the supernatural oval halo over me, compelling me. I was literally clothed in the sun, the moon at my feet with a supernatural crown over my head, supernatural because although these halos do happen, they've been studied and explained, they are always circular, never oval like the one over me in 1985. That defies science.
Bible scholars that I very much respect, insist that the Revelation 12 woman is Israel. They point to Joseph's dream, with his father being the sun and his mother being the moon and his brothers being 11 stars. (Joseph being the 12th) Jacob, his father recognized this definition in Joseph's dream, and it is similar to what surrounds the Revelation 12 woman, but if the Revelation 12 woman is "the moon" and mother of Israel, then why would the moon (herself) be under her own feet?
But my testimony goes on. My head was under water for only a split second and when I came out, the sky was blackened with bees. I forgot about everything that was happening up to that point and defensively sank back into the water at eye-level as people were diving and scrambling for cover. Bees were everywhere! I didn’t notice a single one before jumping in, not one.
I felt horribly ashamed and stunned. About ten years later, I wrote about it in our local Mammoth Times just because I had an overwhelming sense I was supposed to do something with it.
Time passed. I’d like to say I was changed that day, but for a time I continued with my "modern feminist lifestyle," which is more like the woman-at-the-well than anyone pure and holy. In fact, the reason I was so angry with myself for jumping in was because I had a date in about an hour and I knew jumping in would ruin my hair and makeup. Make no mistake, I am not claiming purity or anything deserving of this, I had shallow self-centered thoughts of just about everything in those days, except for the little booklet I was reading about Jesus and the mercy of God that was waiting. Revelation 12 is not about a pure and deserving woman like Mary or Sarah. The Bible never says that. It's about the love of God and what He has for ALL of us if we would just turn around and seek Him. It wasn’t until this divorced single mom was dragged to a Bible study that God exploded into my life and I was radically changed forever.
Years passed. God became so important that I felt drawn to start a footwashing ministry. We shared the Gospel, gave away Bibles, prayed for people and washed and perfumed feet at various events. Then one day my son missed a day of school and I picked up his in-class assignment. It invited him to weave his life into other religions. I started researching his textbook and was struck by the misrepresentations of Christ and Christians while inviting my son to demonstrate worship of other gods. Outraged, I started a campaign. Legal groups and news media, parents were alerted, CEOs lost their jobs, a corporation lost millions and textbooks were changed. Only God could do all that, only God.
Then one day I asked, "What now Lord? What’s next?" and He told me to pay attention to my family even though my sons were now teenagers with little time for me. It was in these days that I read Revelation 12, "clothed in the sun…moon under her feet…crown of twelve stars" and for some reason, the halo in the sky, the reflection of that light at my feet, bathing in the sun…that day almost 25 years ago came to my mind.
I wrestled with it. None of my sons were "caught up unto God" so I had nothing to worry about. After all, the Revelation 12 woman apparently misses the rapture and her family is targeted, who could hope for that fate? But over time I looked up some of the Bible words in the original Greek and it fit in so many ways. Rev. 2:25-29 and Genesis 41:40 knocked my arguments down and Paul wrote about his own "travailing in birth pains." It didn’t necessarily mean what I imagined and what everyone assumes. The word for "birth" commonly used is "gennesis" or "genete," but the word used in Revelation is "odino," and Paul used it to say, "My little children, of whom I travail in birth again until Christ be formed in you…" (Gal 4:19)
So I prayed, "Lord, I’m not travailing. I am not pained. This can’t be me because I’m just not." And then it hit me, what is my website, if not my travailing? What was my speaking in tongues for the lost, if not travailing?
(shock) I have hundreds of pages of outrage over blasphemies taught to our children. For years I was unable to stop writing about so MANY affronts even though I was threatened, hacked and my home broken into. Somehow my website has had dozens of search words on the first pages of Google that I can’t explain but for God. I have been travailing and heard worldwide through this website, averaging more than 120 different countries per month. But if what I know about that day 25 years ago has anything to do with prophecies… okay, I admit it, I am petrified. So I block it all out and lead a quiet life but when I sit down to write, it’s back again. I can’t escape it, this is what I am given to write. That this generation of Gentiles do not understand the magnitude of our sins and yet it is to this generation, so deeply entrenched in Sodom, that Christ offers hope, an escape. The "great wonder in heaven" is not a woman clothed in the sun, the miracle is Christ and what He does!
"Wherefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and hope to the end for the grace that is to be brought unto you
at the revelation of Jesus Christ;" (1 Peter 1:13)
"To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles;
which is Christ in you, the hope of glory." (Col 1:27)
Fullfilment of this Scripture began about September of 1985. God knows I would rather He end my life now than allow me to post anything untrue, and so I continue to listen and wait for His provision and leading. God’s will be done, no matter what. In Jesus name, amen.
